Don't you think it's weird..?
Depression is weird. I'm the one in the house that has the personal responsibility to keep everyone happy, make them laugh even if I have to annoy the crap out of them to make it happen,yet I'm the truly unhappy one.. Who makes me laugh? With my friends I always listen to their problems and give them the best advice, make them laugh, keep the spirits positive, yet I'm the one with the serious problem.. When will it be my turn, who's going to listen to me? Depression is funny, it allows you to be in a place and smile, maybe laugh a little sometimes even let you think you're having a good time, but inside your soul is eating itself until their is nothing left. Sometimes I want nothing more than to just die.. But then who takes my place? Who keeps everyone happy? Who makes sure my family is always happy, laughing and in a good place.. Who listens to my friends problems when I'm gone? I want to die. But I worry about what happens to my part in the world. Depression is weird. No one can actually describe their depression. I just tried and I got it all wrong. Depression is weird, but that doesn't mean you're weird.